tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78879256595323170732024-03-13T20:15:30.305-07:00Rochelle.xJust me and my life : ]
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Live Laugh Love ♥ . xRochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-89574726585329954292014-09-21T18:33:00.001-07:002014-09-21T18:35:22.069-07:00Easier said than done.<p dir="ltr">Changing and allowing God to lead is a lot more difficult than I originally anticipated. </p>
<p dir="ltr">It's not even necessarily the distractions of the world that have hindered my growth that I so desperately needed. It's me. I've been so caught up in my own thoughts and feelings that I've neglected to recall the purpose of my time alone these few months. </p>
<p dir="ltr">If you don't feed yourself what you need to get to where you desire to be, the devil WILL, without fail, find ways to lead you away from where God wants you to <u>be</u>. An idle mind is Satan's workshop and there is more truth in this than I ever initially recognised, hearing this as a child. My thoughts and mind have wandered and I appear to be no further along than when I first wrote about needing to change my outlook on life. And I need to thank God once again for his continuous patience with me. Feeling myself run in place is as frustrating as it must be for others to see and for God to see. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I didn't intend to be stuck here for this long and I'm desperately looking for a way out. But there's no escape for my mind. I need to pray. That is the only thing, I believe, that will eventually free my mind from the foolish things I've fed it with. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Rochelle ♥</p>
Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-83889055223504682582014-06-17T10:45:00.001-07:002014-09-20T18:06:23.369-07:00Let God lead<p dir="ltr">Life consists of choices and decisions and when we leave God out of those, we leave room for the enemy to come in and confuse us, often times leading us down a very bad course. Accepting God's will and direction can be difficult, especially when it is unclear to you where he is directing you but in the end God's way always leads to happiness and more importantly life. Accept where you've gone wrong and move forward, on the right path. Allow God to lead. He knows what he's doing, far more than we do. While it may be too late for me in this instance on this particular part of my journey, I take responsibility for my mistakes and accept the consequences. I know what will be will be God's will and as I closer this chapter of my life, I know whatever comes next is going to be God's choice, rather than mine. <br>
♥ Rochelle .x</p>
Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-23065226300058535072014-05-23T07:33:00.001-07:002014-09-20T18:12:13.909-07:00Start Again<p dir="ltr">Start again. Don't be afraid to start again. If you're sick and tired of being sick and tired of where you are, how you're living, where you're headed. Just begin again. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I've made SO many mistakes in my life and the last couple of years I've been headed on a downward spiral. I've lost my love, passion, happiness and general love for life. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Being a Christian it's easy to believe we must always be happy because we have joy in Jesus but sadly I've even lost that. I've strayed so far from myself, what I know, the things that would have kept me from falling deeper into the dark abyss, that I fear there's no point of return. And that is scary. I've allowed the negative experiences that I've had to go through, to keep me from getting back to my equilibrium. I've allowed them to change me and manipulate my character rather than move past them and now they're consuming me. I'm in a place no Christian should ever have to find themself in. </p>
<p dir="ltr">My insecurities have led me to a shocking place and now I'm waking up. I may have gone too far but the point is that I'm now aware of how far I've gone and I thank God for showing me before I digressed further than I already have. I'm waking up to the reality that I despise where I am, how I'm feeling and the things I'm doing to try and compensate for my unhappiness. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Enough is enough. I can choose to continue in this decline or try and change it around. Nobody else can make that decision but me. It starts with ME. And so I'm going to do something about it. I'm going to take the time to become reacquainted with myself. I need to rediscover that inner peace. The harmony of body, spirit and mind. I need to get back to God. </p>
<p dir="ltr">The only time I've ever felt real peace was with God and I maintain that you can NEVER experience the true meaning of peace, love and happiness, without being in love with and knowing God. It may prove to be difficult because of the distractions of the world but I'm past the point of caring about those things. I need to get back to myself and God. That's all that matters. The world has nothing to offer me. All it brings is chaos and turmoil and it's brought me to where I am today. God is all that matters and only God can save me. And so, I'm taking a break from everything I've surrounded and buried myself in. It's time to face my problems and issues and tackle them head on. I'm going into recovery and that my friends, is both a brave and courageous decision to make. </p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm choosing to let God make my life right again. No distractions. Nobody. Just Me and God.  I'm ready. </p>
Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-85587824070964642572014-02-18T08:13:00.001-08:002014-02-18T08:35:27.039-08:00Rant about Those Guys ...This is just something I need to get off my chest...<br />
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To those guys that only want one thing,<br />
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Some of you man seem to only want me for what I cannot provide. For the very thing I refuse to give. Do you realise how rude that is? And the worst thing is, I've never given any indication that it would ever be on offer! It's not. Nor will it ever be, unless you are the man who has taken me to the altar. He'll deserve it. And still, no matter how clear I make it - it's still all some of you seem to want. I don't know how I attract these kind of guys. The kind that just want sex. Like, what is it about me that makes you think I'm giving it up? The colour of my skin? I don't even look like a 'typical mixed race girl' as they seem to stereotype it as these days. Though what appearance has to do with character, I don't know. Or maybe it's just because I'm short you all think I must be stupid. Well I'm not. And anyone else who wants to befriend me in an attempt to secure the V? Don't even bother. Rue the day you waste my time tryna get from me what God intended for my husband only.<br />
<br />Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-25157747187918015052013-12-08T14:24:00.000-08:002014-09-20T17:43:39.087-07:00Being Comfortable Within Yourself <span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">It's hard.</span></span><br>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">I'm not going to try and beat around the bush. Becoming comfortable with who you are in ALL aspects is incredibly difficult, and I won't make out like it's an easy journey. Of course, there are those people who just seem to have been born comfortable and don't feel any way about anything because they accept and love themselves; </span></span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 18px;">To those people I give kudos as they are very privileged and blessed to feel that way. </span><br>
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 18px;">However, this isn't the case for the majority of people. Even though people may appear comfortable within themselves, it may not necessarily be so, whether they are specifically aware of it themselves or not. Regardless of whether it's on the surface or buried deep down, most people have at least one thing that they aren't happy with, in regards to themselves, and that they would like to change. It's sad and quite difficult to admit but it's true.</span><br>
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Personally, it's been a long road. Having been bullied in primary school because of my appearance, been initially disliked for my attitude and persona in high school, consistently having had my problems, my flaws, my faults, my wrong-doings and short-comings, my issues, blatantly rubbed in my face all. the. time. I mean, it took its toll. </span></span><br>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Don't get me wrong, I don't care about what other people think of me. I don't really care if people think I'm ugly/unattractive or dress weird. I do care if they dislike me as a person but appearance-wise, no. That's one thing I'd definitely say is true, but I do care, as everyone does, about what I think of myself. It's sad to be able to say that you dislike yourself or that you hate yourself. I've been there. There was a time when I hated myself. I couldn't bare to look at myself in the mirror because it made me feel physically sick. I thought I was ugly, not good enough, too skinny, too short</span></span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 18px;">, lips too big, nose too strange-looking, eyes too big, forehead too wide, ears too 'pixie-like'. </span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 18px;">Of course, to everyone around me I think I seem like a confident person, who's sure, collected and just all there but, really? I've been to hell and back with a mild eating disorder, depression, anxiety, self-harm and image issues. </span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 18px;">I've had a hard time fitting in and finding myself. Realising what's important and learning to love myself has been a hard road, and it's continuous. I'm still on it. There are still some aspects where I think if only I looked like this or that but I realised that you know what... It doesn't matter. At the end of the day, appearances won't last forever. It's the heart that honestly counts. The Bible says that 'Man looks at the outward appearance, but God looks at the heart.' It's what matters ! </span><br><font class="Apple-style-span" color="#333333" face="arial, sans-serif" size="1"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><br></span></font>Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-64990645008564351532013-12-04T12:26:00.005-08:002013-12-04T12:26:49.906-08:00The dangers of an incomplete circuit.<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">I don't admit to this easily ... </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">Lately, I've been having a difficult time trying to make sense of things. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">My brain knows how to think and the thought process, only s</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">o</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">mething's going wrong somewhere and it fails to come to a feasible conclusion. My mind keeps wandering and I feel as though I am no longer capable of thinking. I frequently find myself sat thinking ... of nothing, and I'm not even kidding. My mind is as empty as (what's empty?), an empty jar. I just do the norm and stick to what I know and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of complaining that I'm lazy, that I'm tired, that I'm stupid, that I'm not all there. I am. I more than capable of thinking, it's just following the thought process through that is the issue. I just need to connect the final fuse to finish the circuit. I'mma be working on that for sure. I have been, and I am slowly getting better. I find it's easier to keep your thoughts to yourself. Of course not always, but in voicing my thoughts, especially when surrounded by others, I leave myself open to their thoughts and opinions on what course of action to take and just like too many cooks spoil the broth, too many opinions seriously mess up your head.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">So here's the advice:</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">If there's one thing you need to organise is your thoughts. An organised mind = and organised life. <br />And whilst that can prove incredibly difficult it is imperative... You'll only get lost otherwise, in another world of chaos and confusion, and in reality? You'll be complaining of the things you can't do rather than rejoicing and taking a pro-active role in achieving the things you can. Nothing is impossible. It takes a simple thought to change the world. Finish that thought process, right to the very end. You never know what genius idea you may arrive at.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;"><span style="color: orange;">Rocky .x <3</span></span>Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-25693632942530734952013-09-22T11:53:00.002-07:002013-10-02T16:00:32.652-07:002 Years Later ... <div style="text-align: left;">
Hey Everyone ! </div>
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It's been such a long time !! Two whole years... Looking back on my posts I honestly cringe. </div>
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Anyways, a lot has happened; I'm no longer fourteen ... obviously -_-</div>
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I'm seventeen in my final year of college / Sixth form (alas).</div>
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I was baptised May 26th 2012 and I survived the worst year of my life thus far. I can honestly say that I am happy and confident in myself and who I am now and God has been extremely good. </div>
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Moving on, I've realised I've missed blogging and just generally writing and so I should be back with some more posts and videos! </div>
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If you have any particular posts you'd like to see or topics you'd like me to talk about then just leave a comment below, otherwise I hope you enjoy reading some of my thoughts and advice.</div>
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Much love, </div>
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Rocky. x </div>
Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-57017659537424175182011-05-09T14:25:00.001-07:002011-05-09T14:30:18.171-07:00Dentist. xToday I went to the dentist. All 5 of us !! : )<br />
It was fun. My dentist scraped my teeth a bit : / But it was a good checkup !?<br />
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Only 5 weeks till I get my braces off :)<br />
Uuuber excited.<br />
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Off to go finish learning for my french aural at 22:30pm<br />
Things I do to myself to ensure I don't fail 'eh ?<br />
* sigh *<br />
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Peace and muahs and beddybyes . x ♥<br />
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P.S : Oh and I forgot to tell you. Several weeks ago I got my results from my science and maths exam.<br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I got a B in MATHS !!!!!!</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I got A- Biology</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"> B - Chemistry</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"> A - Physics ( note * last year I got a D and so have to retake soon ) </div>Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-20840866988204673732011-05-08T03:32:00.000-07:002011-05-08T03:32:57.277-07:00So, something bad has happened and I don't really wanna write it here.<br />
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Basically, all I wanna say is . . . it's okay to cry sometimes.<br />
When, the people you love and care about are taken away from you - it's okay to cry.<br />
Most importantly you must pray.<br />
Because, prayer is a powerful thing and God can work miracles for you and them.<br />
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While you are suffering and trying to stop your tears falling there is always someone worse off than you.<br />
Infact, all I have to do is think of how my friend must feel and just be STRONG FOR their sake if not mine.<br />
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Whilst it's okay to cry, it's not gonna solve anything. That's why we must take it to the Lord in Prayer.<br />
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So PLEASE, stay strong for those you love. They'll appreciate it more than you'll ever know.<br />
Peace and muahs. x ♥Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-73760184990228327002011-05-05T11:50:00.000-07:002011-05-05T11:50:43.219-07:00Managing Life . . .When life gets crazy busy sometimes you just need to remember . . .<br />
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Just a lil' reminder for all you struggling out there . x<br />
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Peace and muahs.<br />
Love you . x ♥Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-45841250800822624292011-03-02T11:35:00.000-08:002013-09-30T13:26:02.549-07:00To thine ownself be true . . . x4 yrs and I dunno who I am anymore. Who'd've thought it would ever happen . . . to me !!<br />
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I've been in Secondary school for 4 years now and I have no idea who I am anymore. It's literally like I lead a double life where at church I can kinda be myself but at school I have to pretend to be this . . . person who I'm not. I hate it and it's making me forget who I am and once was.<br />
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When I first started in yr 7 I knew exactly who I was. I was real and I didn't lie to you to save your feelings. Heartless ? Maybe a tad. But, really it was harmless. The thing is here . . . nobody accepted me.<br />
And it hurt . . . BAD !<br />
I was so used to having so many friends who loved me for the person I was but here, people just thought I was rude. I guess I was a bit rude but deep down I was sensitive and I cared! A lot ! I'm / was just the type of person who didn't like to show their emotions but, when I can trust you ( which is very hard for me ) , I do open up and you see more of the real me. But, I guess I did need to change. EVERYONE told it to me. Not just people at my new school but church friends and family members too!<br />
I wasn't the nicest towards people and I guess it seemed like I was a really mean person. So, I realised what I had to do! I had to change. Originally, I was this real person, maybe a bit raw ( and that needed to change a bit ), but I was super mature for my age too which meant a few people though I was stuck up and what not but, they were in the minority (who am I kidding?), and I liked to pretend I didn't care (even though I really did). I did have a protective barrier that nobody could cross (specially with boys) however, which I guess was bad and I never used to interact with boys because . . . well that's another story - but basically I had issues 'coz of other people and the way they used to treat me and . . . let's just stop there. Also, I never used to let people like get too close for fear of getting hurt coz . . . I have been just WAY too many times. (Also, I never used to smile at people and I was a bit too serious so I'm glad I did what I did next in that particular respect. Lol. : / . x )<br />
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Anyways, I changed myself to be the person everybody else wanted me to be. It was hard at first; I mean I sure had to hold my tongue a lot and boy did I have to really think before I spoke but, it worked. People started to genuinely like me as this 'other person'. However, I wasn't completely happy. And I still am not really. It's like at church I can kinda show my true self because, I've grown up with these people. But, at school? They didn't know me and they just didn't get me. I did all I could to fit in to my group of friends so I try so hard not to do anything that will make them not like me. I'm now known for my crazy laugh and for generally being intelligent smart but really dumb and immature. Most people even think I'm super weird because, I literally laugh at EVERYTHING. * Cringe *<br />
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But, I HATE it. I wish I could turn back the clock and be who I really am. But it's too late and I'm worried that people will think me even more weird if I 'suddenly change'. Thing is though, I don't even know who I'd change to be like. I honestly don't. I have no idea who I am anymore. I don't know what my personality is. It's like I've become this clone and I'm living this life that's like a living nightmare. Granted, my friends are absolutely lovely but... I dunno. I just don't feel part of the group!<br />
Basically, I've built up this hard shell for protection but, really I have feelings too and I've REALLY taken on board all the bad things people over the years have said to me when, I don't think I should've ! It's eating me up inside and I've changed myself to be what people want me to be and I've realise now that it's just not right.<br />
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Anyways I HATE my life now and wish I'd NEVER changed the things that made me - me.<br />
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So, my words of advice are:<br />
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1. Never pretend you're someone you're not or change who you once were for anything (unless you're sure it's for the better).<br />
It'll only mean you lose the great person you once were and you'll feel rubbish 'coz you no longer know what defines you.<br />
2. Get people to accept you for the real you. Even if they don't and it means you have to be alone.<br />
I wasn't always / didn't always feel, this way . . . I've learned the hard way but it's not too late for you!<br />
3. Don't EVER let ANYONE tell you that you need to change. That's what people did to me and I hate and have totally lost the person I loved. The truth is, when you're ready you'll change by yourself. When you make your own mistakes you learn from them quicker than if people point them out to you. Sure people can help but only if you ASK. I'm not saying ' screw anyone who tells you something bad about you ' , but I'm saying that while you can listen to what people say, don't make changes until<br />
a. you're ready<br />
+ b. till you see your OWN faults and decide to change them for YOURSELF.<br />
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So just REMEMBER :<br />
Whoever you are . . . if people w/d on't accept you. NEVER change.<br />
Don't be afraid of who you are or afraid to show it.<br />
No person should ever be able to make you lose who you truly are or make you change your personality.<br />
Don't feel like you have to succumb to what people in different 'cliques' as it were, are like to fit in.<br />
ALWAYS BE YOURSELF.<br />
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Words of comfort:<br />
Friends come and friends go. But, God is always there. He knows EXACTLY who you are and he NEVER changes or asks you to change. He just points you in the right path and walks hand-in-hand with you when you see the changes you need to make.<br />
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He's all I have left to rely on to help me re-discover myself . . . the real me . . . deep inside 'coz he knows my heart and knows EXACTLY who I am. x<br />
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Peace and muahs . x <3Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-71459805153339078542011-02-14T11:51:00.000-08:002011-02-14T11:52:13.690-08:00Valentines Day . xHappy Valentines Day Everybodyyy !!<br />
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Hope your day has been filled with love and sweetness . x<br />
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<3 You All<br />
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God Bless<br />
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Peace and muahs . x <3Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-21506428046514580592011-02-09T14:03:00.000-08:002011-02-09T14:08:38.313-08:00My arm super hurts from my Tetnus jab today<br />
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When I say hurts I mean aches . . . a tad ; ]<br />
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So I had a math mock today and I it went okay. I don't wanna say like it was really good or sooo bad or like I think I did fab 'coz that way I won't be dissapointed . : D<br />
Can't wait for half term !<br />
Finally a break from school and certain people.<br />
Some people really don't know how much they annoy me.<br />
I do try to like everybody but, some people just do things so that you purposely don't like them.<br />
Tres tres difficile . x<br />
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Anyways beddy byes time !<br />
Just wrote a poem for English. May put it up tomozzle.<br />
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Bring on the weekend ! MY wonderful cousin is sleeping over on Friday !!<br />
WHOOP ~ WHOOP !!! . x <3<br />
Love her soooooo much ; ]<br />
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'Be Inspired' careers event tomorrow. Grrr !!<br />
Must finish all my Friday homework by 7 tomorrow. : /<br />
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R.S test tomoz. Wish me luck !<br />
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Peace and muahs . x <3Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-2439132338286816562011-02-07T11:13:00.000-08:002011-02-07T11:14:15.684-08:00Dizzy in a tizzy . xToday has been quite laid - back. Infact so has the whole weekend !<br />
<div>Monday's usually aren't very good days but you know . . . today was different !</div><div>I had a rather crazy moment today; Something that doesn't tend to happen to me but it was good.</div><div>Loool. x</div><div><br />
</div><div>Went totally crazy over my yummy ' MAGIC STARS ' - Fave chocolate EVER !!</div><div>They remind me of when I was in primary school. Good days . x</div><div><br />
</div><div>Lol had this ridiculous argument with a friend over a song today. Tooo funny . x</div><div>Link to the song is here : <a href="http://www.gowans-larsson.com/TOB/hundredsandthousands.html">http://www.gowans-larsson.com/TOB/hundredsandthousands.html</a></div><div>Lool. x</div><div><br />
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</div><div>I am praying so hard that God will help me . . . why on EARTH anybody everrrr invented Math I'll never know or understand. Life - Math = SIMPLES !!</div><div>Math mock exam on wednesday - grrrrr.</div><div><br />
</div><div>I am soooooo freaked about Wednesday actually ! I have a freakin' MMR jab and i'm soooooo hyped about it; NOT in a good way. </div><div>Why on Earth I have to have it on Wednesday of all days I dunno but hey, nobody said life is fair right ? </div><div><br />
</div><div>Apparently the MMR kiiiiillllsssss !! I'm like totally freaking out and I keep thinking about it and when I do that I hyperventilate and feel dizzy ( Lol. Total over-exxageration ). I don't know what's wrong with meeee !! I never used to be afraid of needles or anything . . . see i'm kinda ' tough ' ( note the quotation marks Lol. ) But I just don't want it. </div><div>My last jab was my BCG which hurt sooooo bad and I have a mahousive scar but , I PRAY this one isn't too bad . x </div><div><br />
</div><div>Anyways homework is calling and I have ever so much to do !</div><div><br />
</div><div>Peace and muahs my lovely bloggers . x </div><div><br />
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</div>Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-89677597095508351282011-01-23T13:59:00.000-08:002011-01-23T13:59:01.443-08:00Feels like a . . . Sunday ?So I'm totally freaking out !<br />
I have an English controlled assessment on Thursday and Friday and tomorrow is Monday and i'm FREAKING OUT !!!<br />
I am so not ready ! Atleast I don't feel like it but, hopefully if I work really hard this week it'll be okay.<br />
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I also have to finish a double paged mind map and do two more for not tommorrow but next week ! I really waste too much time.<br />
Note to self : Must try and fix that .<br />
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Oh and also I'm really proud of myself because . . . drum roll please . . . I learnt a two-handed piece on piano by myself and I hadn't even heard it before ! I was uber pleased . : D ( I'm not that great at piano even though I've been learning for about 8 years now! I know; really bad ! )<br />
Anyways I need to go shower and get to bed so ciao bloggers . . . if there are any here yet !?<br />
Lol.<br />
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Peace and muahs . x<br />
P.S : More utube vids are coming I just need to edit them and stuffless so yaahh.<br />
. x <3Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-73639092012609284912011-01-20T13:28:00.000-08:002011-01-20T13:28:13.967-08:00Aimless days . . . xSo . . . Today was my friend's birthday . . . : ']<br />
Anyways that's so not something I wanna talk about !! : /<br />
I have like a whole bunch of exams comin' up and I have no idea what to do !<br />
If anybody at all has any creative ways of making days longer then PLEASE . . . you gotta help me out here !<br />
No but seriously ; If anybody out there has any any good time planning ideas then do comment below . x<br />
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So I've just done my homework and am sitting here typing.<br />
I literally do this all the time!<br />
Like do you ever just sit there and do nothing ?<br />
Like you just sit there and type in stuff into google over and over and you don't really find yourself getting anywhere?<br />
Yeah that's like me and I also know I have a WHOLE bunch of stuff to do and I can't be bothered to do it !<br />
You know I honestly think that if and when ( in the mere future ) I have children then I honestly think I'm gonna have to not get a computer ! Okay we all know ( or at least I sure know ) I cannot live without a computer but mayn I wish I could have a little ' self control ' .<br />
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Anywhooo's the shower's now free and it's 21:28 and I ought to go and get my shower too so to anybody who's reading , read or planning to eventually come read this or comment on this . . .<br />
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Peace and muahs .<br />
Rochelle . x <3Rochelle B.xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14404762888671491004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7887925659532317073.post-11079712230034899312011-01-19T12:51:00.000-08:002011-01-19T12:51:35.931-08:00First ever blog . xSo . . . My first ever blog post . . . ; ]<br />
Trust me this will get better but , right now I kinda have no idea what i'm doing !<br />
Lool.<br />
I can't get on fb , utube OR twitter . . . which totally sucks.<br />
Must figure out how to unblock sites on google chrome.<br />
Anywhooo<br />
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Peace and muahs <3<br />
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